Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Obsession


This time it's obsession baby!!

Obsession what?

Obsession of slim body. Obsession of ideal weight. Obsession of thinner body. Overall, it's an

Obsession of self-depicted beauty.


I have many friends in UKM, and most of them are surely girls. All these girls are unique and special in terms of physical, intelligence and not to forget spiritual. But one thing they share in common- self awareness of looks.

Yeah I know what you're gonna say..that they are girls/women, they naturally feel and want to be pretty, beautiful, charming, attractive, sexy(yang ni x banyak, sikit sangat), adorable,bla3... but there's one trend that I recognized

They all hate to be fat. They are not so affectionate with the word chubby. So understandably, they are paranoid with their weight.

"Is, aku dah makin gemuk kan?"

"say-o..aku gemuk ar"

perhaps, this is the most cliche of all.

cik x: berat aku naik weih,
aku :berapa?
cik x :3 kilo
aku :dari berapa kilo?
cik x :50 kilo.

............................

aiya................it doesn't really matter ma... what's the difference between 50 and 53? 3 kilos of fat won't turn you from a beauty queen to a fatty queen . One more thing, guys MOSTLY love fleshy/chubby/ just nice girls. No offence baby.

What's important is how you look. Or maybe (but a bit exaggerated) how people look and feel about you (and your body of course).

Come on, I had plenty of girl-friends who look perfect with their current body but ruined it with extra diet and eating disorder just because of some extra 3-4 kilos they accumulated unconsciously. So, from a perfect it degraded to near perfect. And sometimes it went to as far as sympathy level you know. What a waste.

Talk about diet,hahaha,

There's one more thing I don't get it. Girls really love this type of unique diet-lessen the food quantity (and sometimes cut the meal to once a day!) but with NO EXERCISE. My God...exercise is the most vital part in any diet.

Tanya la mana2 doktor pasal diet, dia mesti akan cakap "you ni kena exercise sket.."

You may lessen the food consumption but you don't hastily speed up the burning of fat in your body. Yet you let it burn slowly by your small-energy-consuming daily activities which mostly consist of lying on the bed, sitting on the chair and sleeping which all are caused by NO ENERGY that result from less food diet.

See, it all form a very unpractical method of dieting. Instead of look healthy and better, you become tired and look more exhausted.

Itu tak kira side effect bagi yang amik pil2 diet.

So, the bottom line is don't feel insecure just beacause you had gain extra 3-4 kilos. They are just numbers. And diet properly (if you want to). That include exercise my dear.

Well, i'm really annoyed because I am not having the privilege to go out and exercise because of my running nose damn it!!

Ai..bila la nak lega..





Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Jam Terhenti, Masa Berjalan.

Aku bukannya seperti dulu lagi.

Lebih teruk, dan mungkin lebih menyedihkan.

Entahlah, ada saja alasan. Tapi semua itu hanya alasan. Alasan yang wujud disebabkan keadaan diri.

Keadaan diri yang terjadi kerana..?

Sudahlah. Tiada gunanya lagi. Tudinglah jari ke mana sekalipun, jauh dalam hati,

Sedar, dan tahu,

Aku punca kepada semua ini.

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